Can This Be Me - Margaret Teegarden - Bog

Imagine, being a child of four years old. And finding yourself in a shallow creek, how you got there? You don't really know or understand. You do know, that you were pushed. But; by who or what. There was no one there, you saw nothing. But here you are, in the water, struggling to get to the top. You can't breath, your head is being pushed under. By some unseen force. Your lungs are filling up with water and your losing the battle. Even at four years old, you know enough to realize. That your dying. Life is slowly slipping away. Then came the dark before the light. Some how, you find yourself sitting on the creek bank. Shivering and cold and covered with mud. It all seemed like a bad dream. But you know it wasn't. At the very last instant of your tiny life something saved you. " Why?" This is the life of Christy. She lived a happy life as a child and never really understood, what happened that day. But as she grows older. She becomes more troubled. She is being tormented by voices that only she can hear. The voices call her and want her to follow them. As a child she can control them, but as she grows older, the more powerful the voices become. As Christy's life becomes dominated by the voices, she starts to slip away. When she relaxes, she travels to another time and another life. A past life. When she lives the past life, she always dies a tragic death. She becomes the person in the other life. She feels their pain and agony, at the time of their death. When they die, Christy always snaps back to reality and her present time. Christy is a mother and wife now. She tries real hard, to be a normal person, in spite of all her problems. But the more she tries to ignore the voices, the more powerful they get. Her family seeks professional help for her. Only to be told, that there is no help for Christy. She has to be put in an institution. The voices become angry. They have a mission and need Christy to fulfill it. " She must die" The voices have the knowledge of the future. They lead Christy to places, where she is sure to die. But Christy is always saved, only to see the face of death many times. Finally the voices gain complete control. All hope for Christy is lost. She's doomed to a certain death. Or, is there a force more powerful, than the one she is being tormented by. In the last pages you'll find the answers. And you, be the judge. Are there, such things as " Miracles"?