A Second Chance - Gideon Elliot - Bog

"I want something I'm not allowed to want. I feel something I must not feel." Andrew is a troubled man. He wants things he should not want, ... especially not as a married man! Ever since his marriage to Miriam, he has been fighting his gay urges to keep his wife happy and his family intact. And just to please her, he even surrenders to her request for him to see a therapist. But instead of controlling or eliminating his urges, his therapist advises him to feel what he wants to feel so he can face them and vanquish them from his life forever. He gains back some control... for a short time. Because when he meets the alluring Max Harrison, he starts to lose all his inhibitions and can't help from wanting this hot man so badly he can hardly think of the implications of his future actions. What's worse, after following the therapist's advice, he realizes he has set foot in a battlefield inside himself, fighting for control, all the while knowing it's a fight he'll surely lose...