Bøger af Andrew-Glyn Smail

I am The Smudge and this is my story.I recycle the world's joy in me and spread it where I can. It is a huge responsibility but I am willing to share it with you.Here, take it, play with it and pass it round!

A self-help book for trauma survivors. Severely traumatised throughout my youth from the age of three or four and then sporadically during my adult life, I became a dysfunctional human being. I compensated for my anxiety with anger, distrust and arrogance. My mental and emotional health was severely compromised. I developed a heightened propensity for flight or fight and frequently suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder, once almost four and a half decades after the event. When I was fifty, something utterly devastating occurred, as did something which inspired great hope. Distressed by the first and inspired by the second, I set out on a journey of self-discovery and self-development. Although I was grateful just to have survived my traumas, survival is not enough. The purpose of life is not merely to survive but to be happy. This is a lesson that horses have taught me. Largely on my own and with the help of horses, I have managed not only to survive my traumas but also to help and heal myself. My physical, mental and emotional health has been restored and anxiety has been replaced with joy. Self-help has given me the strength to withstand new traumas, such as the recent breakdown of my marriage marking the end of a relationship of thirty-eight years, the loss of friends of twenty to forty years standing, my animals and most of my possessions. Self-help has also enabled me to reconnect with my first love after a period of separation of forty-four years. Without joy, this would not have been possible. My story of self-help, I am now sharing with others. If just one trauma sufferer helps themself as a result, it will have served its purpose.

Based on social media statistics, Klaus Ferdinand Hempfling is arguably the most popular horse trainer in the world, with more than one and a half million "likes" on Facebook and just one of his many YouTube videos viewed more than 2.6 million times. At a certain point in time he invited people to join him as part of a very small select group to study with him full-time for a year. Urgently in need of a meaningful change of life, a man decides to cross the world together with his wife, a horse and a dog to be part of that small select group of people. He too would like to learn how to dance with horses. Perhaps it will then also be possible for him to teach others to do the same one day. He expects it to be life-changing. It is. This is the second part of his story.

Urgently in need of a meaningful change of life, a man decides to cross the world together with his wife, a horse and a dog to spend a year training full-time with Klaus Ferdinand Hempfling, arguably the most popular horse trainer in the world based on social media statistics. He expects it to be life-changing. It is. These are his reflections.

Ten years ago I saw a video of a young man astride a chestnut gelding speeding down a dusty track through a hilly forest in the midst of a herd of riderless horses. The horse was not restrained by a single shred of tack, nor were they urged on with any form of tool. Horse and human moved as one and it was clear that their connection and communication was complete. The horse trusted the human for guidance and the human trusted the horse with his life. And at that very moment, I knew that such a relationship was what I sought with a horse and so I went in search of it. In the decade that has passed since then, I have learned to listen to horses speak through their movements, their expressions and ultimately their energy along with much that has been recorded about them. Listening to horses speak has changed my life and taught me much. This book contains a little of what I have learned from horses while listening to them speak. And much of it is startlingly different from what we take for granted.

Based on social media statistics, Klaus Ferdinand Hempfling is arguably the most popular horse trainer in the world, with more than one and a half million "likes" on Facebook and just one of his many YouTube videos viewed more than 2.6 million times. At a certain point in time he invited people to join him as part of a very small select group to study with him full-time for a year. Urgently in need of a meaningful change of life, a man decides to cross the world together with his wife, a horse and a dog to be part of that small select group of people. He too would like to learn how to dance with horses. Perhaps it will then also be possible for him to teach others to do the same one day. He expects it to be life-changing. It is. This is the third part of his story.