Gun Oil and Teddy Bears - Bobbie J McLaren - Bog

This is a story of redemption. Because of an incident that happened to a very young child, she began to look for ways to hide he shame and secret. Knowing in her heart she would be cast aside if people found out, that small child attempts suicide with her father's shotgun to end her pain. Failing the attempt, the story goes forward with plans of murder, torture and plans of prison until she gets blindsided by God.