Sarge Woman - Crystal Evans - Bog

That's where I fit in on your side.
I was the team mascot.
As the mascot am only there to represent, cheer on and run the sidelines...
I ain't getting no plays... no plays on the court or field.
Am there for entertainment, for everyone to laugh at.
But even clowns get paid, check out premier league mascots in basketball and football championships.
This is really below the bar.

You were probably expecting some passive aggressive reactions
This game strategy of yours.
As intended and desired mold
It's takes an immense measure of strength to allow pain to surface and flow with it.
If it wasn't for Dre, my dna would not be have been dramatically altered.
I thank him.
In hindsight he somehow prepared me for this life ahead.

So you want me to stick around here.
After you treated me as if I am worthless and invisible, as if I don't have say or place in your life...
Ha...
You are ambitious Dwayne.

If it had to come that. I don't want it.
Yea I volunteered for this, but this ain't what I signed up for so amma delist.
Stonewalling
The principle of catch and release.

I like the most about all of this...
Is how you taught me to value myself.
I would have done anything for you but leave.
And then you leave me without ever looking back.
I felt that.
Seeing how you could just walk away as if it's just nothing without a care for my feelings.
Is exactly the bolster I needed to get over you .

You were never confused.
I am.
You set a boundary from the beginning
That hiatus made me see that.