Everything Is an Emergency - Jason Adam Katzenstein - Bog

New York Times Book Review Editors' ChoiceA brilliant, honest, necessary book that exposes the intricacies of the human brain while showing us the way creativity and friendship can anchor us. This is a must-read for anyone who has ever wondered if they see the world a little differently. Ada LimnANew Yorkercartoonist illustrates his lifelong struggle with OCDin cartoon vignettes frank and funnyJason Adam Katzenstein is just trying to live his life, but he keeps getting sidetracked by his over-active, anxious brain. Mundane events like shaking hands or sharing a drink snowball into absolute catastrophes. Jason has Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, a mental illness that compels him to perform rituals in order to protect himself from dangers that dont really exist. He checks, washes, over-thinks, rinse, repeat.He does his best to hide his embarrassing compulsions, and sometimes this even works. He grows up, worries about his first kiss, falls in love with making cartoons, moves to New York City which is magical and gross, etc. All the while, half his energy goes into living his life, while the other half is devoted to the increasingly ridiculous rituals hes decided to maintain to keep himself from fully short-circuiting,Then, he fully short-circuits.At his absolute lowest, Jason finally decides to do the things hes always been told to do to get better: exposure therapy and medication. These are the things that have always freaked him out, and they continue to freak him out. Also, they help him recover.Everything is an Emergency is a comic about all the self-destructive stories someone tells himself, over and over, until they start to seem true. In images surreal, witty, and confessional, Jason shows us that OCD can be funny, even when it feels like its ruining your life.

A New Yorker cartoonist brings to life his struggle with OCD through his arresting drawings and inimitable comedic voice, illuminating his daily battle to feel comfortable in the worldΓÇöand ultimately make room for a life without limitations.

Shaking hands, second dates, using the public restroom.… For most people, these are ordinary routines of daily life. But for Jason Katzenstein, these mundane events are a cause for alarm. In short: his brain is broken. But his brain is also creative, and so devises a coping mechanism to protect itself from the worst thoughts and feelings by performing rituals called “compulsions” that help Jason work through fears of contamination, guilt, panic, and relationships. Yes: Jason has OCD.
For a while, JasonΓÇÖs solution is to hide his more embarrassing a compulsions, and simply adjust expectations for what his life will look like. That doesnΓÇÖt seem so bad considering his worst bits were also turning him into a successful cartoonist. But for Jason, making art isnΓÇÖt just something heΓÇÖs good at: itΓÇÖs a survival tacticΓÇöan oasis in the anxiety-filled desert. But just when Jason thinks he has this OCD all figured out, all hell breaks loose. Sometimes itΓÇÖs on a crowded subway car, sometimes itΓÇÖs when he has to care for a stray kitten. Hard to predict. Even harder to live with.
Finally, Jason dives into the difficult work heΓÇÖs long put off: exposure therapy, medication, and group therapy. And to no oneΓÇÖs great surprise, he finds that this stuff actually works! In fact, for the first time, he feels like heΓÇÖs swimming instead of treading water, or even drowning. Activities that have always felt off-limits begin to feel less-so: maybe I can be a father one day, fall in love, use the bathroom at a bar!
Insightful, hilarious, and moving, Everything Is an Emergency is JasonΓÇÖs way of showing us that OCD can be funny in addition to being difficult, and though there might be dead ends and deep holes, there are also ways out of these holes. And as Jason has discovered, while unmaking habits is hard, nothing worth doing is ever easy.