The Natural Vampiress - Gorg Huff - Bog

Missy Blackwell didn't want to be a vampire. Even before she learned that the techniques that most vampires used to avoid the agony of vampirism wouldn't work for her. Sabo hadn't given her any choice though. Want it or not she is a vampire now. That means that Missy is in constant agony, the sort of agony that drives people insane. If it hadn't been for Julie she probably would have killed her self and a lot of other people by now.
Missy was a natural wizard one of those rare people whose bodies were connected to the magic. That connection gave color to her world. Color that most people never saw, so would never miss.
Now, because of the vampirism, she is forced to take a potion that lets her manage the pain, but that potion also takes away her natural magic. The spice and color of her life fade to nothing and Missy would almost rather have the pain.
She would have already given up except she's not the only one involved. There's Julie and Missy's mom and brother. Lady Jane and once Missy learns to travel to the merge world even the King of Angland gets involved. They want to help. Missy knows that but she's been in pain so long now, she's not sure how much more she can take.