These Ruined Dreams - Kayla McGrath - Bog

After regaining her lost memories and returning to her rightful place, Evelyn is coming to terms with the years stolen from her and the losses she endured. But even though she is back, parts of her are still missing and the courts are at war. As she seeks what the Unseelie Queen took from her, she grows more and more confused about the feelings she holds for Gideon, Maelona, and Emrys. When a massive betrayal and loss turn her world upside down, Evelyn is forced to team up with the enemy. It's then she discovers that everyone has secrets and they are unraveling the very fabric of the courts and fate itself.